In a matter of days in early January, some 150,000 Angelenos became homeless as they had been displaced by the Palisades and Eaton fires. These people’ lives didn’t slowly unravel; they didn’t lose a job after which run out of financial savings and obtain an eviction discover. They fled their houses amid a pure catastrophe, and afterward many had no house to return to. Some have sources to get better financially. Others are actually struggling like the estimated 75,000 Angelenos who had been unhoused earlier than the fires. Louis and Joyce, who spoke with me in January and early February, agreed to share their tales with The Instances on the situation that their final names not be used. — Robert Karron
Louis
I lived in Altadena, on Poppyfields Drive, between Santa Rosa and Santa Anita avenues. I helped my mother and father buy our house in 1975. I used to be the third proprietor. By the point they handed on, I used to be in one other home, nevertheless it by no means occurred to me to promote it, as a result of my three youthful siblings nonetheless lived there. Some cultures have prolonged household that extends the lineage. It’s not such as you get to a sure age and also you simply cut up.
Louis, who’s from Altadena, turned unhoused together with 150,000 different Angelenos when the Eaton and Palisades fires raged final month.
(Robert Karron)
How was I in a position to buy a house with my mother and father once I was solely 26? I used to be on the highway with Ray Charles on the time. I play baritone sax. I performed with Ray Charles for 20 years, on the highway for about 5 years. It was a terrific expertise. Undoubtedly elevated my means as a participant — you get recommendation out of your fellow, older musicians.
It was the primary time I used to be away from house, so I discovered loads about life. It’s an expertise, coexisting with different folks. I received an opportunity to see America, at a easy degree. We didn’t keep at fancy lodges. We interacted with folks locally. I frolicked in Columbia, S.C. First time I went to New York Metropolis was with the band. Again then we’d go to main cities for 2 weeks. I stayed with a pal in Harlem.
Has my early expertise of touring, shifting from place to position, made coping with my current scenario any simpler? Undoubtedly. I’m in a position to roll with it extra. I can transfer, get what I would like. Touring has allowed me to be not as freaked out as I may need been. Don’t get me improper: I’m nonetheless freaked out — however to not the purpose the place you’re saying: “I quit.” It’s like I’ve been getting ready myself for this.
Finally, I moved again into the home on Poppyfields, with two of my brothers. We had been there collectively, the three of us, on Jan. 7.
Tuesday morning — it was windy. However I didn’t suppose something of it. I knew there was a hearth within the Palisades, however that’s far-off. Then I heard a couple of hearth in Eaton Canyon. However that’s far, too, I believed. I received dressed, and I went to work. I had a gig that evening on the Vibrato — a well-known membership close to Beverly Glen. I’m there at 7:30, I’m enjoying, I’m on the bandstand. I believe we did two units. We’re beginning to end issues up and folks begin calling me on my cellphone. “You OK?” I mentioned, “Yeah, I’m OK” — not understanding the gravity of what was happening.
I — like loads of my fellow Altadenians — am in shock, however I believe there’s a agency want to need to be part of the method of returning again to some sense of normalcy.
— Louis
I get house round 10. The facility’s out. However they’re nonetheless saying the fireplace is simply in Eaton Canyon. Nevertheless it’s actual smoky. Round 11, my brothers and my subsequent door neighbor and I assess what’s happening. It’s pitch black, and the air high quality is admittedly unhealthy. I noticed what appeared like a hearth, within the nook of the sky, however I figured that was the Eaton Canyon hearth. Generally you see fires within the mountains, they usually illuminate — they give the impression of being nearer than they’re. That’s what I believed was taking place.
We determined to go to the IHOP. We thought, let’s have a meal, chop it up a bit. We go house. I’m nonetheless carrying my costume garments, from the earlier efficiency, so I modify into one thing slightly extra comfy. The wind remains to be unhealthy, with the rate sufficient to be regarding — however to not the purpose the place we thought the home was going to catch on hearth. Till we determined to drive to the shelter. To be trustworthy, I needed to remain house and wait it out, however my brothers satisfied me to attend it on the market on the shelter, as a precautionary measure. So we get within the automotive. We go east on Poppyfields. I did see one thing then that appeared prefer it was on hearth. I believed, “Man, that’s loopy.” Nevertheless it was nonetheless far-off. Then we see an emergency car. It’s this large black automotive, with crimson and blue flashing lights. The man within the automotive shouts — I’ll always remember this — “Get out.” We get to the shelter round 1:30 a.m., however we keep within the parking zone. We don’t even register. We’re simply ready it out. The wind remains to be howling. My youthful brother says: “Be careful, there’s some embers.” I didn’t take it severely. As we now know, these embers had been critical — they’re those that brought about loads of the harm. At no level did I believe I used to be going to lose my home. It was just for precautionary’s sake that I went to that shelter.
5 hours later, my brother wakes me up. I’d fallen asleep within the automotive. It’s like 7 a.m. now. My brother advised me that individuals had been saying that our complete neighborhood was gone. However I nonetheless didn’t actually imagine it. … This is part of the timeline that I can’t actually bear in mind.
Sooner or later I do know we traveled to the neighborhood. Turning on Lake Avenue, it appeared like a conflict zone. Fires to loads of acquainted companies — companies I’ve identified for years. Downed energy traces. We drove round them. Was the world closed? Sure, elements had been. In among the areas they prevented folks from driving, positive. However everybody was making an attempt to determine issues out then, even the police.
Lots of people returned to their houses when it was nonetheless potential and noticed the harm. Mine? There was completely nothing left. Zero. Fortunately, as a result of I’d had the efficiency the evening earlier than, loads of my devices had been nonetheless within the automotive and had been secure with us outdoors the shelter. I stood there what was once my home. It was only a plot of land. It was unreal. It was a nice-sized home, 4 bedrooms within the entrance — and there was a rear property, too. All gone. I believed: “Wow. OK.” However one thing? I didn’t actually course of it till I talked to my insurance coverage agent. I known as him, advised him what had occurred. That’s once I began crying. That’s when it hit me.
It was the third most damaging occasion in my life, after the loss of life of my mother and father. My mom had a stroke, and I used to be together with her when she was incapacitated. I used to be on the cellphone with my father when he had a coronary heart assault. We had been sharing fun — we laughed loads collectively. Within the strategy of laughing at a joke he took his final cough, and that was it. So — that and the home, sure. These have been the three hardest moments of my life.
Happily, I’ve a great insurance coverage firm. It helped facilitate issues, to make it work. Finally, we’ll rebuild. However first issues first. We now have to get into short-term housing. My brothers are staying with pals, and I’m staying with a special pal. I’m searching for a spot — I’ve a gathering with a Realtor at present. The method of searching for a home, with all of the shifting elements, is difficult, that’s for positive. I’d like to remain within the space.
I didn’t know this on the time, however Altadena is a traditionally Black neighborhood. Form of much like Baldwin Hills. Didn’t know this till folks began writing about it. Through the years, it’s turn out to be more and more gentrified. So that you see loads of stuff you didn’t see 15 years in the past, like folks taking their infants in strollers, on main streets. And jogging, in any respect hours. However I sort of preferred that. That made it cool to me—the multiethnic taste of Altadena.
And there have been all these nice retailers. POV (Pizza of Venice) was a really good place. That they had nice pizza and specialty gadgets like gumbo and fish tacos. One other place was Facet Pie. Nice New York-style pizza. Skinny crust. Beloved that place.
I — like loads of my fellow Altadenians — am in shock, however I believe there’s a agency want to need to be part of the method of returning again to some sense of normalcy. One of many election years, I labored at a precinct, and I received an opportunity to fulfill my neighbors. I actually loved it. They even let me flip within the tally of votes for that night — put it within the field. I had loads of delight, doing that, for my group. (This was some time in the past — when Obama gained his second time period. Completely different occasions…) I’m trying ahead to getting that group feeling again, let me let you know.
Joyce
I lived in Altadena. I’d been there over 30 years, and my husband’s household has been within the space over 60 years. We had three homes. There was ours, my husband’s mother and father’ (the household house, which they left to their youngsters) and his brother’s. All burned to the bottom. The household house really caught hearth two years in the past, they usually didn’t have insurance coverage, so that they pooled their cash to restore it. The members of the family that had been residing in that home moved in with my brother-in-law, subsequent door, they usually had been all ready for the occupancy allow — which was going to return subsequent month — when this hearth struck. No insurance coverage this time, both.

Joyce, who requested that her face not be proven, has stored the wristbands that signify her journey by means of the shelter system because the Eaton hearth. Inexperienced when she arrived, orange for staying in a single day. Orange and white — the dormitory you’re in. Lilac got here with a visit to the Westwood Catastrophe Restoration Middle to pursue reduction. Blue and white when everybody was consolidated into one room.
(Robert Karron)
On Jan. 7, we noticed a hearth within the distance. Nevertheless it appeared so far-off. We went to the grocery retailer, which was a bust, as a result of the ability was out. After we received house we heard that some neighbors had evacuated, so we put a bag collectively. However we didn’t suppose we had been in actual hassle; we had been form of cavalier about it. The fires had by no means come down that low. The sample is that they go uphill, towards Mt. Wilson. We thought: “We’ll be again quickly, in a couple of days, tops.” I packed some garments, a couple of photos, and my father-in-law’s flag (he served within the Korean Warfare). However that was it.
That evening, my husband appeared out the window, however he couldn’t see something. I went to sleep. At 10:30, although, he woke me up; he smelled smoke. We went outdoors. Just a few miles away, we noticed this large flame — 100 ft excessive, possibly 300 ft vast. It’s yellow and white, and it’s received these clouds swirling round that appear like two darkish eyes, and this different cloud that appears like an unsightly mouth. It’s like a foul cartoon. And now the wind has picked up. I believed: “Oh my goodness. This factor is coming our means.” We begin to transfer our vehicles down the hill, in case we have to drive out. We verify on our 93-year-old neighbor. We pound on her door. There’s no response — we simply assume, and hope, she’s already left. I’m coughing. My husband says: “We have to get you out of right here.” We drive our two vehicles down the hill, a couple of blocks away, however we nonetheless odor smoke. So we drive farther down the hill. No, not but. Lastly, we get to Exposition Boulevard and Vermont Avenue, the place the air is evident. Solely then can we get cell reception.
A pal in Glendale tells us to return to his home. My brother-in-law tells us that the home subsequent door to him is in flames. My husband sends me to Glendale, however he goes to assist his brother combat the fireplace. We disagree about this — however that man’s received a coronary heart of gold. He drives again up the hill.
First he stops at our home. He sees that our yard is on hearth. He goes to our entrance door. It’s locked and chained — which means somebody’s inside. Our nephew has been staying with us. My husband kilos on the door for 5 minutes earlier than our nephew lastly wakes up. He’d been snoozing. Collectively, they attempt to combat the fireplace within the yard, however they discover that there’s no water within the hoses. Quickly the home is engulfed.
My husband mentioned that embers the scale of baseballs had been flying round, and any little spark that touched something sprung into a brand new hearth, and the wind simply gusted it away. He watched because the neighbor’s home caught hearth, too. Then it went to the following home. After which it was the entire block. My husband and my nephew received in his automotive they usually drove out. It was darkish, and it was smoky; they didn’t know the place they’re going. However they received out.
In the meantime, it’s 2 within the morning, and I’m in Glendale. My pal makes me grits. She says to fall asleep, however I don’t know the place my husband is. I don’t know the place my nephew is. I’m not sleeping. At 6 a.m. a pal from church sends me a screenshot from Fb. I see that my 93-year-old neighbor is OK, however that her home has burned down. However the place’s my husband? Lastly, my nephew calls. He says: “It’s all unhealthy.” I say: “What do you imply?” My husband will get on the cellphone. He says: “It doesn’t get any worse than this. It’s all ashes. … Every thing burned down.” I ask: “What? What?” Then his cellphone dies.
I didn’t see him till that evening. He picked me up, and we drove by means of the again roads, which they hadn’t closed but, to see our home. There have been locations in that home — a day later — that had been nonetheless burning, nonetheless on hearth. In the home subsequent door I noticed one thing that appeared like a sparkler — like these sparkler fireworks that the youngsters play with, on the Fourth of July. I requested my husband, “What’s that?” He says, “That there’s a propane tank.” So we determined to depart.
Driving away, I stored pondering: What occurred? I imply, what occurred!? And: Why didn’t we get an alarm from the sheriff’s workplace? After we had been packing our luggage, the evening earlier than, my husband had requested me if possibly we must always depart, proper then. I advised him: “Don’t fear, honey, if we have to depart, the sheriff’s workplace will tell us. There’ll be these vehicles driving round, with their loudspeakers on the roof, shouting, ‘Everyone evacuate. Everyone evacuate.’ ” Effectively, we by no means noticed uno firetruck or police automotive within the neighborhood. Zero, zilch, nada — aside from those that had been parked on the main intersections.
Do now we have insurance coverage? In October, simply 4 months in the past, these artful insurance coverage folks flew a drone over our home. They mentioned: “You could have two months to get a brand new roof and to chop these 12 timber down.” We’re speaking tens of hundreds of {dollars} to do that. I’m on depart from my job now, with a office acquired incapacity. We don’t have these sorts of funds. I requested them for an extension. They mentioned no. So, in December — simply two months in the past — they dropped us.
I’ve to say, the group has been so good to us. Kudos to Pasadena.
— Joyce
My insurance coverage agent says that they did this to lots of people. These insurance coverage corporations are most likely partying now. They’re going to be partying for a 12 months. However — thank God — since we nonetheless owed cash on the property, we did get “lender-placed insurance coverage.” It’s not sufficient to rebuild — and it covers not one of the gadgets we’ve misplaced — nevertheless it’s one thing.
We’ve been on the shelter since that day. I can’t imagine it’s been virtually a month. At first, I requested the Crimson Cross for a housing voucher. However they advised me to return right here. On that first day, once I walked by means of, it appeared like refugees to me. Like a junior Katrina.
These are the wristbands they’ve given me that signify my journey by means of this technique. The inexperienced one was simply to get in. Orange — you’re staying in a single day. Orange and white — the dormitory you’re in. Lilac — for after we went to the Westwood Catastrophe Restoration Middle, to see if we might get extra assist. Blue and white — after they determined to consolidate everybody into one room, on Feb. 2. What a nightmare that one consolidated shelter room is. Canines and cats in there — canines barking all evening lengthy. Sick folks coughing. It’s difficult, to be in a room with 350 folks, all sleeping on cots. They usually clear with harsh chemical substances, which I don’t do properly with.
However, I’ve to say, the group has been so good to us. Kudos to Pasadena. Many of the hearth, in fact, was in L.A. County. That’s totally different from Pasadena. They’re doing this of their very own volition. That evening, in actual fact, through the fires, the one hearth truck we noticed was a Pasadena hearth truck, down on Woodbury Highway.
Later, we had a city corridor assembly. An L.A. County firefighter was there. I requested: “What occurred? I imply, what occurred!?” They mentioned that they had been stationed at Eaton Canyon — they’d 30 vehicles there. However then it received previous them. … They mentioned, of their 30 years on the job, they’d by no means seen something prefer it. They usually mentioned: “Ma’am, it wasn’t a hearth. It was a firestorm.”
Robert Karron teaches English at Santa Monica Faculty. Instagram: @robertkarron